So torn!!!

Last year we homeschooled Alexis and it went amazing! She did so awesome. We started 1st Grade homeschooling her last week and it's going well so far. I know she longs to go to an actual school though. She wants to make friends and have that social interaction. So at the end of the week we decided to go check out a local Christian School. The school looked great on their website but once we got there it was even more amazing. They rank high in pretty much everything. They require all the children at a certain grade (I forget which one but I think 3rd grade) to be in band and choir. These were HUGE selling points to us because Alexis is very musically talented and I really think she has the potential to be AMAZING! For her age, she already is. She loved it and of course begged us to let her go there. The biggest issue is that we are only a one income family. The principal kept telling us that we needed to just trust in the lord and he'd provide for us. I truly believe he will but I can't help but feeling so nervous. What if it's not his plan for us to do this? What if we do this and then hit a huge financial snag and could use the money? We have 4 children that we have to think about. This money could help us pay off debt. How do we chose which is more important? I've been praying so much about this and still feel so torn. My heart tells me that we should do this for her but my gut is so nervous. And I know that Josh is super torn as well. I just wish there was a way to get a grant or something to help make this happen for her!